I'm gonna be active as shit again YEAAAH
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I'd just like to take a moment to thank ~Lyinglilyy and ~Sirens-Are-Singing.
They are the world to me and were the first internet friends I had that didn't leave a few months after meeting me. I vent to them and I apologize, but let's not talk abut that. I am here because of them. I am typing this because of them.
Without these girls I would have nothing to live for, yes my other friends are extremely important to me but these women right here are my life support. They helped me realize that things get better, because even though they may or may not know it they taught me how to get out of bed in the morning when I feel like dying. They taught me that I can live without somebody even if it hurts in the beginning. They taught me that my problems will not go away over night but they will eventually, over time. They taught me how to feel and I love them to death, I would die for them if I had to because they are my everything and I love them. Thank you so much for being there for me and I love you, five ever.
jfc im sobbing. seriously i love you.